Back at it!!

Well.... I have been gone for some time now and it has been eye opening for me on a numerous amount of levels. So many things to tell and yet it is ALL summed up into a few words....."I am the happiest I have ever been". I am getting married to the most beautiful, loving, caring, kind, generous and loving human being and best friend a man could ever dream of in 9 months (or so). That is the first and most important news.

Life has taken the biggest turn of events in the sense that I have a fully loaded plate and a new found life and beginning. Currently taking my master program for Special Education, which couldn't be more exciting and fun, but extremely hard. I have told some people that this is by far the hardest semester of college I have ever had and it's only the beginning of the 2nd week. All the while I worked both of my jobs today, one is at a high rise condo building in down town where I am currently a concierge (for the past 3 1/2 years) and is great money, then I headed to one of my clients house to work on his socio-cultural interactions in the home, school and regular environment, a job working with kids who have autism couldn't be more rewarding and fun. After working 13 straight hours I had to pick up my dog and stop by my fiancés house (took an hour nap) and finally got home to do some homework at 11pm. An extremely busy day today. Also having my best friends wedding this previous weekend, in the midst of moving out of my house back to my parents house for 5 months until I move into our new house that my baby's parents got us. I couldn't be more excited to do this and start a new life with her. It is truly a blessing and gift to be able to spend the rest of my life with my best friend and soul mate/life time companion. These two jobs, classes, homework (nuts), training (when I can and have time to breathe), studying, taking care of my pup BoB who is going into surgery on Wednesday, spending time with my boo bear and planning for our wedding and engagement ceremony which is this upcoming weekend, all the while making sure all my stuff gets done is tiring and can ware you down in the snap of your fingers. I have never in my life been this busy and it's great, but overwhelming as well. It IS all worth it though because our future is bright, our future is successful, our future is togetherness and most of all it is happening right now as I speak.

I hope everyone is doing well out there and you're making the most out of life, even when it gets hard it's all WORTH it and worth the fight and struggle at times. We must find it within ourselves to find the light at the end of the tunnel (if necessary) and we must look for the answer within ourselves to get to where we want to be and where we belong. Keep your head up and eyes open because you NEVER know who you're going meet or what's going to happen next :)